too attached

I'm always unable to convey what my truest feelings are... I really envy them, those who can freely and easily say what they want to say. I'm not really sure whats wrong with me, but I guess I'm afraid, afraid that they might walk away, that even by putting so much into someone doesn't guarantee that they're staying, cause well you walked away as well, didn't you, so I have this circle, a circle around me that prevents anyone from coming near me, it's something that I had subconsciously created in order to protect myself. Close proximity aren't allowed in this circle, cause once I get too attached I get too attached.

of sunglasses , mi goreng and ho ho ho...

Loving fried noodles and having a thing for shades. No wonder I'm your granddaughter ngiung ;),, ngiung who always said "ho ho ho" and "is this baby she's so big now" Ngiung 你這馬過了好無　敢有人塊共妳照顧 希望後世人阮閣會當來予你疼　做你永遠的孫仔 閣叫你一聲 Ngiung.