I love heart, kind of

Had a really rough day today,,, man im still not use to working life... hmm,, down there is a picture of what i deal with everyday,, 難しいでも興味深いです。

hmm, blogging?

Hmm... why did i started blogging?,, day 2 n i started questioning myself, cause it's just so hard,, im no IT wiz,, ahhh!!!!!!! but this option is way cheaper than buying notebooks,,, now i sound so cheapskate XD but really i just love to write stuff,, especially during class,, hehe

i randomly wrote this few years back,,

someone who always make me smile,

there'll never be a second you,

so quietly you enter my heart,

you stole it away before i knew what hit me,

i don't understand what is this feeling,

sometimes i feel sad, sometimes im so glad,

i guess this must be <3,

i'll only keep in mind,

the time we spent together,

forever only you,

as long as i have you,

i'll never ask for anything else...

A new head start :)

First thing i wanna write is my newest favorite song :),, though it's an old song actually but i still love it nevertheless, the song reminds me of the old me, 

aisaretai demo aisou to shinai sono kurikaeshi no naka o samayotte 

boku ga mitsuketa kotae wa hitotsu kowakutatte kizu tsuitatte 

suki na hito ni wa sukitte tsutaerun da

anata ga boku o aishiteru ka aishitenai ka
nante koto wa mou docchi demo iin da
donna ni negai nozomou ga
kono sekai ni wa kaerarenu mono ga takusan aru darou
sou soshite boku ga anata o aishiteru to iu jijitsu dake wa
dare ni mo kaerarenu shinjitsu dakara

sen no yoru o koete anata ni tsutaetai
tsutaenakya naranai koto ga aru
aisaretai demo aisou to shinai
sono kurikaeshi no naka o samayotte
boku ga mitsuketa kotae wa hitotsu kowakutatte kizu tsuitatte
suki na hito ni wa sukitte tsutaerun da
kimochi o kotoba ni suru no wa kowai yo
demo suki na hito ni wa sukitte tsutaerun da

kono hiroi sekai de meguriau yorokobi o kotoba ja iiarawasenai ne
dakara bokutachi wa hohoemi
iro azayaka ni sugiru aki o "do re mi" de utatte
fuyu o se ni haru no komorebi o machi
atarashiku umarekawaru dareka o mamoreru you ni to

kita michi to yukisaki furikaereba itsudemo
okubyou na me o shite ita boku
mukiaitai demo sunao ni narenai
massugu ni aite o aisenai hibi o
kurikaeshite wa hitoribocchi o iyagatta
ano hi no boku wa mukizu no mama de hito o aisou to shiteita

sen no yoru o koete ima anata ni ai ni ikou
tsutaenakya naranai koto ga aru
aisaretai demo aisou to shinai
sono kurikaeshi no naka o samayotte
boku ga mitsuketa kotae wa hitotsu kowakutatte kizu tsuitatte
suki na hito ni wa sukitte tsutaerun da
sono omoi ga kanawanakutatte suki na hito ni suki tte tsutaeru
sore wa kono sekai de ichiban suteki na koto sa

everytime i hear this song i just cant help but smile...