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Whoa! will you look at the time,, it's 3am already. Time really does fly when you're having fun or rather when you're on the phone with your buddy. :) Just finish chattin with my best guy friend

He called all the way from xxx country, awww..

I know this is how I'm supposed to react but instead I just acted like it was the most normal thing to happen - sorry ____, you know very well that I have self-expression issues ( cause you have the same problem yourself :P )

( well that's how I would like to label us >>best friend<<, but to him - He once told me I wasn't even his friend,, ya ouch! ) Makes me wanna punch him even more XD.

Still he's one of the few friends that I still keep in touch with to date and I can say with 101% confidence that He's one of my many friends that has made a huge impact in my life.

So if you're reading this now, you should see what a good friend I am and quickly take back what you said :P

bounce with me!

I woke up @ 6am today to get ready for church :) hee,, service starts at 11am but I need to be there by 9am since I'm serving today plus I no longer stay 5 mins away from church,, ya I know there goes my beauty sleep :D. Everything was smooth this morning.

yup, I'm glad I'm still alive!

I reached xxx ktm @ 8.30am (whoa, it was exactly according to the time frame that i had painstakingly calculated using my half awake brain, yeap). and lucky me a bus was waiting right outside-talk about good timing ;).Then just when I thought I'll make it in time with extra,,say 10mins to spare? The driver decided that he wasn't making any profit with just 2 passengers so he decided to wait for another 5 mins. That eventually lead us to another 5 more mins and another 5 mins and another 300 seconds! At this rate I'm gonna be late. I was a bit

pissed

annoyed ya annoyed. I was about to say something nasty but decided not to as I know I'm gonna regret it later and part of me knew that it wasn't his fault.He was just doing his job. So i popped in my earphone and what happened next totally turn my mood around. I never really understood why people are fascinated by gangnam (might be d/t the funny video i guess haha :D). But this song Run to you by dj doc really caught my interest. This is the first time that I'm interested in a kpop song that is not of the soppy love song genre (can't blame me-I'm a girl XD).My sis told me this song was also played in one of the episode in RM! or was it 2? hmmm...But really try listening to it- it's really funny I don't even need to watch the video and I'm already smiling on my own like a fool XD. On second thought, just listen to the song don't go and watch the video, I went to search for the video and it's not for the weak heart- just kidding :D. Guess what I'm trying to say is

bounce with me, bounce with me, bounce with me, bounce!

ahahahahah XD

Yay! im back on track...

So today after so many years of not playing zelda, guess what, yup I'm now back on track helping Link to save hyrule from the evil ganondorf

I don't remember this game being that hard last time I played it. I finished the game (well with the help of my little bro) He fought the bosses for me and I admit I did used some cheat codes... fine I used it all ahahahah. ;D But now I'm starting the game fresh with no cheats this time, man I'm proud :D. That was until I came to this stage,

I'm stuck in Lord Jabu jabu's stomach and the princess is really annoying z.z,, ahh how I wish I can just cheat but I don't wanna.

KLMJ

Today, I read a manga that reminded me of you, :)
The guy in the manga really is so similar to you... you to me is the same as kazehaya to kuronuma :) haha
Hmm,, there's so many things I wanna tell you... but I'm too much of a coward to do so, so I'm sorry.
But if you happen to read this post, I just want you to know I've never regretted it, that though it didn't work out, I was still really happy. Even though it wasn't always rainbow and sunshine, and we do have a lot of misunderstandings, I'm very happy because the person I went through those stuff with was you. 

Let me end with this sticky note :)

RM marathoning!!!

Today I woke up at 10am, actually it was 9.55 but forget it,, and turn on my laptop and................. 
Ahhhhhhh, I'm so bored!!!!!!!!!!! 

I was so bored that I didn't mind watching Running Man without subs,,, the whole time I was laughing like a maniac but truth is I don't even understand a word they said,,, That's all I'm gonna continue watching RM,, yea even without the subs,, at least they made my day :D

A total stranger

Two days ago, I was approached by a random chinese guy. I saw him walking towards me from a distance but before I could do anything, he was right in front of me, talking at the speed of light in cantonese,,, why did it have to be cantonese?? I mean I don't understand a word. He looked really sad so that sort of made me decided to ask him to repeat again in mandarin. To cut the story short the guy just came out from being detained and he wanted to go home. I didn't think it was a fraud since he only asked for rm10. When I gave him the money the look on his face ( he looked so happy). It made me wonder whether the amount was sufficient to get him home. Then I brushed off the thought telling myself it was none of my business. I gave the amount he asked for already, so I've done my part. The guy took the money and left. But I found myself still standing there, processing what had just happened. And then a stirring started in my stomach. Before I know it,, I was chasing after the guy, I was really running,, and if you know me I really hate running. Back to the story, so I chased after the guy, caught up with him, and emptied out my purse. I really dunno why I did that, it was really on a whim. But somehow I know it wasn't just a coincidence. :) I really believe it was part of God's plan and I'm really glad I was a part of it. And I know it wasn't by my own strength that I was able to give, it was through His :)

o-ho-ho-ho ;D

7 more minutes and it'll be Christmas! hmm,, but I'm all alone on a monday night and it's christmas eve,boohoo...

It made me think a lot, bout lots of things. But mostly my family back @ home,, and it made me homesick ;(
okay I think I'm gonna call my mum,, but not now, she's probably fast asleep..anyway

have a blast with ur love ones :) !

hope

I guess I'm slowly falling into despair, 

I tried to call out for help,

but no one came, and I feel like my vision slowly getting dark...

I may be all smiles on the outside,

but truth is inside I'm slowly dying away,

I know I need to keep holding on, 

but really at times it's just too unbearable...

yet, 

I still believe if I don't give up that easily,, one day I'll be able to see lots of my wishes come to pass, 

I know it, and I really believe one day God, 

You will save my family and make everything alright again.

there's a hole in my heart,,,

...d/t lack of excitement! haha

I feel that my life now lack of something,, I'm no longer a human being,, I'm turning into a human doing instead...hmm.. My life just basically centers around work, work n more work,, well I still eat and sleep, and bath and poop,, but really that's all I do nowadays... but anyway today I read about ASD,, and I find it really interesting,, uu ;P

ASD or Atrial Septal Defect is the presence of a hole in the wall that separates the two top heart chambers a.k.a the atria. They seldom show any signs during childhood and may not be detected until later in life. If the hole is small it usually won't pose any threat, if it's large, he or she will develop rhythm problems, Rt. heart failure and high lung pressure. Patients will usually exhibit the followings:

• palpitation
• reduced effort tolerance
• fainting episodes
• breathlessness

The hole can be closed surgically or through catheterization by using a device.

I love heart, kind of

Had a really rough day today,,, man im still not use to working life... hmm,, down there is a picture of what i deal with everyday,, 難しいでも興味深いです。

hmm, blogging?

Hmm... why did i started blogging?,, day 2 n i started questioning myself, cause it's just so hard,, im no IT wiz,, ahhh!!!!!!! but this option is way cheaper than buying notebooks,,, now i sound so cheapskate XD but really i just love to write stuff,, especially during class,, hehe

i randomly wrote this few years back,,

someone who always make me smile,

there'll never be a second you,

so quietly you enter my heart,

you stole it away before i knew what hit me,

i don't understand what is this feeling,

sometimes i feel sad, sometimes im so glad,

i guess this must be <3,

i'll only keep in mind,

the time we spent together,

forever only you,

as long as i have you,

i'll never ask for anything else...

A new head start :)

First thing i wanna write is my newest favorite song :),, though it's an old song actually but i still love it nevertheless, the song reminds me of the old me, 

aisaretai demo aisou to shinai sono kurikaeshi no naka o samayotte 

boku ga mitsuketa kotae wa hitotsu kowakutatte kizu tsuitatte 

suki na hito ni wa sukitte tsutaerun da

anata ga boku o aishiteru ka aishitenai ka
nante koto wa mou docchi demo iin da
donna ni negai nozomou ga
kono sekai ni wa kaerarenu mono ga takusan aru darou
sou soshite boku ga anata o aishiteru to iu jijitsu dake wa
dare ni mo kaerarenu shinjitsu dakara

sen no yoru o koete anata ni tsutaetai
tsutaenakya naranai koto ga aru
aisaretai demo aisou to shinai
sono kurikaeshi no naka o samayotte
boku ga mitsuketa kotae wa hitotsu kowakutatte kizu tsuitatte
suki na hito ni wa sukitte tsutaerun da
kimochi o kotoba ni suru no wa kowai yo
demo suki na hito ni wa sukitte tsutaerun da

kono hiroi sekai de meguriau yorokobi o kotoba ja iiarawasenai ne
dakara bokutachi wa hohoemi
iro azayaka ni sugiru aki o "do re mi" de utatte
fuyu o se ni haru no komorebi o machi
atarashiku umarekawaru dareka o mamoreru you ni to

kita michi to yukisaki furikaereba itsudemo
okubyou na me o shite ita boku
mukiaitai demo sunao ni narenai
massugu ni aite o aisenai hibi o
kurikaeshite wa hitoribocchi o iyagatta
ano hi no boku wa mukizu no mama de hito o aisou to shiteita

sen no yoru o koete ima anata ni ai ni ikou
tsutaenakya naranai koto ga aru
aisaretai demo aisou to shinai
sono kurikaeshi no naka o samayotte
boku ga mitsuketa kotae wa hitotsu kowakutatte kizu tsuitatte
suki na hito ni wa sukitte tsutaerun da
sono omoi ga kanawanakutatte suki na hito ni suki tte tsutaeru
sore wa kono sekai de ichiban suteki na koto sa

everytime i hear this song i just cant help but smile...